... When Ami first saw Jason pull plastic bags full of strings from the parcel post package she thought they were some kind of accessory. She did not believe they were entire blouses. She still thought they were some kind of accessory, an overlay, even after Jason had her and the other girls try them on. And maybe they were designed as accessories, or maybe only some of them were and a few were "designed" to be blouses worn alone but in most cases were worn in layers. But Ami came to like them just as they were.

... What Ami liked about the "net/string blouses" was the lack of bullshit. It can be taken as a given that most men want to see as much of a woman's naked body as possible. Breasts, ass and pussy being the prime sights to see. Navels, thighs, shoulders coming in next. It is also a given, among women, that men are trying to see through or around your clothes all the time. Modern clothes are designed to show off and reveal for maximum effect. And even though wise men (and women) say that a little something is better then nothing, men still try to see what's beneath the something. Well, these string blouses add a something but allow the guys to see what it is they're looking for.

... In that way the string blouses were more honest then other clothes. A string blouse says, "I know you want to see my nipples, well here they are, in a nice frame."

... Ami wore her net top around the house the rest of the day. She decided that she liked it very much. But was she ready to go out clubbing in it?

... Well ...

... Ami knew that it was not uncommon for women who'd had breast augmentation surgery to want to show off their new assets. The girls in the house just loved the character in the John Candy movie, Summer Rental, who shows everybody her new tits and asks their opinion on the surgery. And more realistically, and more verifiably, there are the women with the new rack who greet the mailman, milkman, paper boy, etc. topless after the scars have healed. And perhaps this lack of shame is understandable. Their new breasts aren't really them. Its like a kind of make up, they're plastic after all. But the plastic is still covered with your skin and they still have your nipples, moles and all, covering the plastic. So Ami's not sure she would experience the distancing effect.

... As it is Ami has not had breast augmentation. Yes, she had a "bead" inserted and yes silicone was injected into her nipples but the general shape is still all her and the outside covering is definitely all her. But in the last several months more people have seen her naked then saw her in the first twenty five years of her life. She goes with out every day, she has an even tan, and her body is harder then she ever expected it to be. If she was worried that people would see a less-then-perfect body, she has no reason to worry anymore. But was she ready to go out in public with her boobs showing?

... Well of course the answer was that she already had. But that had been at Jason's orders. And to do that she had shifted her mind into a special place, kind of like "out-of-body." But if she were to ... Well the supposition would be that she would choose to go out in one of these blouses. Was she ready to do that? She didn't know.

... And what about Las Vegas? These clothes they were trying on were for Las Vegas weren't they. To be worn in public in Las Vegas. (Well "public" as actually a debatable term because the "public" would be made up of other harem members and masters. Kind of like an exclusive club.) Was she ready for that?

... No, not really.

 

... And why not?

... Well, who goes around topless?

... Women who have become dissociated from their bodies, their bodies are just objects. Well that definitely wasn't Ami.

... What was she afraid of? Being judged? She'd already rationalized that she had nothing to worry about there.

... But what kind of woman goes around with no clothes on? Either one who's in trouble (locked out, fight, etc.) or a woman on the make for a man, just about any man.

... That's what Ami was afraid of being seen as.

Was it stupid to assume that this woman was ready to fuck anybody?

... To Ami she looked more like someone you'd have to prove yourself to. Ami was definitely not ready to tell everybody that guys had to prove themselves to her like some kind of medieval test.