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Sixteen
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... Jason subscribed to a food service. Once a week a big truck came up the drive and the middle aged driver, dressed all in white, unloaded crates of frozen and fresh food. Juices, milk, soft drinks even liquor was included in the service. It was really the only way to go when you were feeding thirteen people a day seven days a week.
... The regular driver's name was Mike and he was gentle and fatherly. He also had a good word and a joke or two. He even seemed embarrassed about following one of the women to the guest room but he didn't need persuading either. One week Jason told Ami at breakfast that she was to give Mike his tip when he came that day. But Mike didn't come that day. A young man, no more then nineteen came instead.
...
This boy was very nervous and had his eye on virtually everything but what he
was doing. April had lunch duty with India and April had to correct the order
more then once. When it came time for the tip he acted arrogant, he was going
to get himself some. Ami was comparatively well dressed at the time, thong and
sheer shirt.
The boy didn't really appreciate either, he dropped her onto the bed and lifted
up her legs. He quickly removed her thong and just as quickly shucked his pants.
... There was no preamble, no kissing, no stroking. He just shoved his naked cock right into her. It hurt. She was dry. She saw some lubricant on a shelf near her head, if only she'd seen it before. He didn't really seem to care that she was dry or that he was having trouble entering her. He just kept pushing until he reached his goal, that was when Ami realized he wasn't using a condom.

... She tried to slide away, to explain. She was sure there was a condom there somewhere, they were all over the house. The boy didn't hear any of it. He pounded away until he was done and then pulled up his pants and left (more deliveries to make). He'd certainly delivered to Ami, he'd delivered the whole kit and caboodle.
... Ami just lay there as her whole life came crashing over her like some mighty wave. What the fuck was she doing? She'd bought into this harem thing way more then she realized. She'd actually walked into this room with a stranger and let him screw her. Why hadn't she fought? Why hadn't she resisted? What happened to her and her life? She'd always insisted on condoms because she had plans. She was going to complete premed and then go to medical school, she'd even taken the MCAT. Sure she wanted a relationship, but not babies, not yet at least. She was going to move to a rural area that was under served by doctors and be a small town GP where she actually got a chance to know her patients. She was going to be an integral part of a community. Be somebody important, respected. What'd happened to all that? What'd happened to her life? To her?

... Now she was just a cunt to be screwed by the delivery man who hadn't even asked her name. Who screwed a different girl everyday and didn't care to know her name. She was just a body, less then that, he'd only looked at her cunt. She'd seen hand held plastic devices that got more respect.
... And now what? Was she going to be pregnant? It was her fertile time of the month. Maybe he had an STD, who knew where else he traded deliveries for sex. And soon someone would come looking for Ami. Ami wasn't even her real name, it was just Jason's little joke, Ami and Aaron. Agnes and Granny Amelia. Cheryl and her daughter Cherry. etc.
... It was Jason who came looking for her. "What's wrong?"
... She didn't answer.
... Jason looked around. "He didn't use a condom? That bastard. Come with me."
... Jason lead her up to his study. Jason proved to have a huge supply of prescription medicines. He gave her six normal birth control pills and a glass of water. "Here, take these. You'll have cramps like the devil but you won't get pregnant."
... She took the pills. Jason offered her his bed but she preferred the dorm. Actually she preferred a hot bath. She staid in the tub most of the rest of the day. A tub was a good place to think.

... Jason (not his real name either she was sure) hadn't taken her life away from her. She'd given it up to take care of Aaron. Not entirely though, neither of them had been willing to entirely give up their old lives but the MS seemed to want just that. Twice when they tried to return to some sense of normality it had attacked again. It was a jealous disease it appeared. Aaron's case was bad and had come on him terribly fast. You could never tell for certain but it seemed that Aaron wouldn't have long to suffer.
... Ami hadn't so much given up her life as put it on hold, for how long she didn't know. Had Jason just done more of the same? Yes and no. He wanted her to think that way but the truth was Jason saw himself as the end of her life while she had again put herself on hold to get through a crisis. Only She'd gone a little too deep into her role, method acting. She had to remember she was playing a role and what the objectives of her role were.
,,, She called Aaron that afternoon. He looked good, no new set backs but he was still in the chair. They'd hoped he might be out of it by now. She collected her clothes from the guest room, no bad associations. That Boy was just part of the environment, if she hadn't been so caught up she'd have remembered the condoms, Gold Coin of course.
... She'd read about the overdose of estrogen and she was confident it would prevent a pregnancy, if not, well there were still options. It was pretty obvious Jason didn't want her to be pregnant and she didn't think anti abortion laws would slow him down. She took over the cock sucking from Brittanie that night, not that Brittanie agreed to this. She and Brittanie went up stairs with him too. He didn't penetrate her but there was a lot of hand and mouth work. After she was mostly asleep she heard him whisper in her ear that he loved her. (Strange man.)

... Her cramps came later.