... Now, lying on the floor of the Mercedes after her first "Voluntary" bisexual experience Ami wasn't so much wandering how she got here as wandering what it meant for that night. When she would be in bed next to Mimi. Would Mimi want seconds? Did Ami want Mimi to want seconds? (Yes, that was pretty clear.) But would Ami want Mimi to approach her again when there would be witnesses? (Hadn't there been witnesses last week in the garden? Witnesses and participants to whom it must have seemed clear that Ami not only orgasmed but wanted more?)

... Weren't they all just a bunch of wanton sluts? Some how it was true. They certainly wanted it. What was the point in denying it?

... Jason wanted her to have sex with the others. Not just to have sex but to want to have sex with the other women. She had to hold on to herself if she was to keep from ... From ... From what? (She heard that Kansas song... "Can't remember what I started fighting for ...")

... It must be clear to all of them that she couldn't help the feeling. By now Jason not only knew what she was feeling but he probably knew what'd gone on out here in the cars too. So if she continued to attempt to deny the truth, the only one who stood any chance of being convinced was herself. And this little conversation with herself kind of put paid to that. So the only result of any future resistance would be HER continued frustration. A lot of good that did anybody.

... Was she really ready to initiate sex with a woman where other women would know what was happening? Was she even prepared to initiate sex with a woman?

... She looked up at Mimi. She looked asleep but Ami couldn't hear her breathing. Ami knew from experience that Mimi had a certain steady breathing when she was truly asleep. Ami moved cautiously towards Mimi's head. Would she want Ami to kiss her? Should Ami ask first? She tried a test sound but nothing moved in her chest. She couldn't have spoken if she wanted to.

... Ami gently pressed her lips against Mimi's. Mimi, so soft lips, moved under hers. Ami moved her lips and Mimi's responded. Ami parted her lips and Mimi's parted too. Ami turned her head so that her lips were at right angles to Mimi's. Mimi's jaw opened and then her lips seemed to pull at Ami. Ami slowly released her tongue.

... Sparks of electric current flew when Ami's tongue touched Mimi's.

... Ami wanted more. Her hand grabbed for Mimi's breast (So soft) and a new current went through her body. She tried to draw Mimi's mouth into her mouth. Their teeth touched but even that wasn't enough to keep Ami from wanting more. Ami moved her body over Mimi's. Wrapped her legs around one of Mimi's. Held Mimi's leg tight against her sex. Ami was arching her back, trying to touch Mimi's body with more of her own. She was trying to rub her sex against Mimi's leg.

... Mimi reached around and pushed down on Ami's ass. Mimi wanted more pressure against her own sex.

... That night Ami was unduly excited at the idea of going to bed. She couldn't stop thinking about what she planned. She was afraid at one point that Jason would take her to bed with him. (What was wrong with her? Wanting a woman more then she wanted a man? Ami thought for a moment, she imagined a man's body. She felt desire. She put Jason's head on the body and the desire stopped. She put Brad Pitt's head on the body and she shuddered. Stupid Paltrow!)

... Jason had taken Cheryl & Beth to bed with him for his blankets so all six girls were in the dorm room and they didn't seem tired. They talked as they bathed and got ready for bed and then they talked some more. Finally the lights went out. Ami wished that some of the other girls were doing each other, then maybe they wouldn't notice her.

... She wanted to wait until they'd gone to sleep but if she let Mimi go to sleep would she still be interested when Ami touched her? Ami was too excited to wait and too worried to chance it. Mimi slept on Ami's left side, past her was April, The Strong. On Ami's right was Maria and past her Agnes.

... Ami casually rolled over onto her left side. She knew that most people slept on their left sides so that wouldn't attract any attention. No one would think anything of her lying on her left side facing Mimi. But ...

... Ami placed her right hand on Mimi's right hip. Mimi rolled over on her back, Ami's hand slid across Mimi's body to her navel. Ami was too afraid to move. After a pause Mimi tugged at Ami's hand with her own. Ami slid closer to Mimi and then waited for more developments.

... "Come, on." Mimi tugged on Ami's hand again, drawing it to her left breast. Ami got he idea and started caressing the breast as she had done that afternoon. After awhile though Mimi seemed to grow unresponsive. Ami stopped.

... Mimi tugged on the hand again. "Put your arm under my head and put your leg between mine." Ami did so and waited again. "Do I have to tell you everything? You wanted to fuck so kiss me." Ami did and it all flowed from there.

... The other girls never made a sound, it was like they didn't know but they must have. The must have known and not cared. Maybe they'd heard it so many times before it didn't faze them.